{"id":6835,"date":"2025-10-11T13:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-10-11T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/curiousdrive.com\/?p=6835"},"modified":"2025-10-15T21:34:32","modified_gmt":"2025-10-15T21:34:32","slug":"im-a-hsp-it-took-me-24-hours-to-recover-from-being-beeped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/curiousdrive.com\/index.php\/2025\/10\/11\/im-a-hsp-it-took-me-24-hours-to-recover-from-being-beeped\/","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m a HSP \u2013 it took me 24 hours to recover from being beeped"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\n\t\t\"Sybilla\t<\/div>
I dwell on every single little interaction (Picture: Sybilla Hart)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Driving around the winding roads near my home in East Anglia recently, I was startled when I was beeped by a fellow driver. <\/p>\n

Presumably I\u2019d annoyed them in some way.  <\/p>\n

While this is the kind of routine occurrence that most people can shrug off, as someone who is hyper sensitive, it cast a shadow over my entire day. <\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t concentrate on my work and when I went to pick my children up from school<\/a>, I felt nervous being back behind the wheel.<\/p>\n

That night, I continued to go over and over the incident in my head, obsessively worrying about what I did wrong and whether I even deserved to have a driving license at all. <\/p>\n

All in all it took me well over 24 hours to process this one tiny exchange with a stranger.<\/p>\n

I wish I could say this is the first time a small negative reaction has had such a stark impact on me \u2013 but the reality is, it wasn\u2019t even the first time that week<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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\n\t\t\"Sybilla\t<\/div>
Sybilla experienced hypersensitivity from childhood (Picture: Sybilla Hart)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Highly sensitive people<\/a> (HSP) are theorised to respond excessively to external stimuli, be that emotional, sensory (like sights or sounds) or even physically. For me, my hypersensitivity started from childhood.<\/p>\n

Around the age of four I had to perform my first ballet show to a crowd at a small theatre in Stroud. As a very shy child, this was my worst nightmare.<\/p>\n

I remember looking out at the audience and finding it overwhelming to see such a mass of people staring at me out of the darkness. I couldn\u2019t cope and wound up turning my back on the crowd, performing my little dance in my pink tutu to the wall.<\/p>\n

At the age of five, my headmaster slapped me across the face in the bathroom and, after that I became too embarrassed to ask to go to the toilet at school, so much so that one time I ended up doing it in my satchel instead.<\/p>\n

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\n\t\t\"Sybilla\t<\/div>
As I grew, my sensitivity\u00a0expanded beyond things that happened to me personally (Picture: Sybilla Hart)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

While my teachers never found out, my mum knew immediately. Thankfully, she was very gracious and understanding, and sensibly moved me to another school shortly afterwards. <\/p>\n

Any suffering I witnessed \u2013 be that adverts of dogs being mistreated<\/a> on TV<\/a> or reading particularly upsetting news articles \u2013 would make me feel distraught. I\u2019d cry and feel like I had to do something about it.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s why I\u2019d signed up as a sponsor to all sorts of animal<\/a> charities<\/a> by the age of nine. By adulthood, I was quite bad at saying no to any<\/em> fundraising initiatives.<\/p>\n

At this point in my life, a therapist I\u2019d seen purely to get to the bottom of my seemingly heightened emotions suggested that I was most likely hyper sensitive.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t take this too seriously or even think of it as a \u2018diagnosis\u2019, but it did explain why I reacted so severely to certain situations compared to others.<\/p>\n

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\n\t\t\"Sybilla\t<\/div>
Sybilla was finally able to understand why she was different(Picture: Sybilla Hart)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

To this day (and I\u2019m 44 now) if someone tells me a particularly harrowing story about something awful that has happened to them \u2013 such as losing all their money in a scam<\/a> or discovering their partner has been cheating<\/a> on them \u2013 I still immediately want to help.  <\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been known to offer to look after children for the summer<\/a> holidays, even if I don\u2019t know them that well. As for friends, I\u2019ve invited them to move into my house until they\u2019re back on their feet, regardless of how impractical an idea it actually is. And, quite often, people take me up on my offers.<\/p>\n

There\u2019s a more physical side to hypersensitivity too, one that makes me far more attuned (for better and worse) to sights, sounds, and even smells.  <\/p>\n

The other day when looking round a house I might buy I was completely put off as the fridge was giving off an awful odour when I opened the door.<\/p>\n

My son, husband and estate agent thought I was being ridiculous \u2013 it was just one, easily replaced item of furniture after all. But it coloured my entire perception of that potential new home and, as a result, we discounted it.<\/p>\n

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\n\t\t\"Sybilla\t<\/div>
I honestly think my high sensitivity, though slightly rogue and often a huge time waster, has helped me in so many ways (Picture: Sybilla Hart)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

If that\u2019s not hard enough to combat, I even worry that it\u2019s somehow arrogant that I seem to consider my problems bigger than others\u2019, and just can\u2019t get over minor issues like most people. I often worry that I\u2019ve bored people endlessly with my worries \u2013 though fortunately, it\u2019s never seemed to cost me any friendships.<\/p>\n

But it\u2019s not all bad. <\/p>\n

It has taught me not to jump to conclusions, to accept defeat and admit fault, to say sorry (even if I often do it when I shouldn\u2019t), to be a good friend and to look out for others in a way others maybe wouldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll always be the first to check in with someone or send a follow-up text and I try to help as much as I can. However, I also recognise when it’s best to take a step back and be respectful of boundaries.<\/p>\n

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